3: Personality Cues

November is a month that for some reason, brings out the resolutions in people. Election Day. No Shave November. National Novel Writing Month. National Blogging Month. Monkvember.

Me, I'm just trying to get through. Treat myself better. Sleep again. It's at the point where I don't really want to sleep, which was always a downside of the mess during high school. I'd do homework and then read and write and dick around online instead of sleeping, because sleeping was really just waking up every few hours and then running through the script of the day instead of falling back asleep. I got some good poetry out of it though, and I read a lot.

Now with wifi, I just watch movies on Hulu, listen to albums to shut out the sound of my head, and read through the news. I get to the point where it can't even be called procrastinating. It's just anything to stay focused on something, even if just for the minute or two read of the point of an article.

I want to be writing. But I can't get myself to. It's not like there's a dearth of ideas, or mediums. It's just easier to rest on what doesn't require emotion, like taking personality tests.
Favored Careers:
psychotherapist, artist, art curator, bookstore owner, freelance writer, poet, teacher (art, drama, english), library assistant, professor of english, painter, novelist, book editor, copywriter, philosopher, environmentalist, bookseller, museum curator, opera singer, magazine editor, archivist, music therapist, screenwriter, film director, creative director, librarian, social services worker, art historian, sign language interpreter, photo journalist, makeup artist, photo journalist, homemaker

Personality Types:
creative, smart, focus on fantasy more than reality, attracted to sad things, fears doing the wrong thing, observer, avoidant, fears drawing attention to self, anxious, cautious, somewhat easily frightened, easily offended, private, easily hurt, socially uncomfortable, emotionally moody, does not like to be looked at, fearful, perfectionist, can sabotage self, can be wounded at the core, values solitude, guarded, does not like crowds, organized, second guesses self, more likely to support marijuana legalization, focuses on peoples hidden motives, prone to crying, not competitive, prone to feelings of loneliness, not spontaneous, prone to sadness, longs for a stabilizing relationship, fears rejection in relationships, frequently worried, can feel victimized, prone to intimidation, lower energy, strict with self